Things That I Am Afraid Of!

I am afraid of insecurity!
of not making my ends meet
of not being able to feed my dependents
of bringing tears in my parents' eyes
I am getting paranoid about life!

I am afraid of being left behind in the race!
of getting trampled and crushed beyond repair
of transfiguring into a mute spectator
of being dictated by others
I am getting paranoid about life!

I am afraid of not meeting my expectations!
of not acheiving what I want to
of seeing my dreams disintegrate
of not having any more expectations
I am getting paranoid about life!

I am afraid of falling into a rut!
of taking the beaten path
of living a meaningless life
of degenerating into a shadow
I am getting paranoid about life!

I am afraid of being alone!
of being ridculed by others
of becoming a withered old man
of losing the desire to live
I am not getting paranoid about life
I am afraid of life itself!

Au revoir