Solitary Meanderer

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Hibernation!

Well.. in the last few days after the way some events, both professional and personal, have turned out, I have decided to take a really long break from the blogging world and face the reality. I might continue writing but none of that will be published. So, until I come back..

Au revoir

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Mixed Feelings - I

This Tuesday, I compered the meeting at the local Toastmasters club. This was the third time when I actually compered any meeting. I spoke about ‘what really is meant by the word communication’ and ‘snap judgments’. The former topic is based on a lecture ‘Success Through Communication’, which I attended at the Dianetics & Scientology Society of New Delhi whereas the latter one is based on the latest book I read aka Blink. And following are the comments and suggestions that I got from the fellow toastmasters.

Nice theme to pick up. You were brief & concise and did not upstage any speaker or presenter. Your presentations here as a speaker or in any other role are always enjoyable.
- Divya Goel

Courageous Work! Quite well-done! Work a bit on introductions rather than talking about your personal interests. Fuse interest with introductions & you will come out a winner each time.
- Vikram

You were good. It had humor. You had excellent topics to discuss but what perhaps you could have done better was better organization and gelling your discussion with what the speakers had to say.
- Shailaja

At times u were disconnected or disjointed. Try to be more accommodative of what the speeches were about. Otherwise, you did a wonderful job.
- Vasanti

My comment: Well, I deliberately did not practice or rehearse my role for this time I really wanted to be spontaneous. Because by doing this, I was not trying to remember anything and spoke whatever came to my mind, of course related to the theme I had prepared. And so, at times I was thinking as what to say next. This also reduced the pace of my speaking. I might not have or I did not come out very well as the toastmaster of the evening but even then I am very happy that it was so. I am happy because this time I was spontaneous, spoke slowly though at times, clung to my old habit, and still could make the audience laugh.

To be contd..

Au revoir

Monday, March 13, 2006

Blink!

Recently I read another good book, 'Blink' by Malcolm Gladwell. The book is all about snap decisions that we all make at some time or the other. It talks about what might be going inside our brains at both the conscious and the sub-conscious levels at exactly the moments when we take those spur-of-the-moment desicions. And unwittingly, sometimes how crucial those desicions can be! It is certainly a very good read and I thoroughly enjoyed reading the book.

From now on, every book I will read I will rate it on a scale of 1-5, with 1 implying that you can throw it in a dustbin without even caring to find out its name and 5 implying that it's an amazing read and thoroughly enjoyable. You will love to buy this book for your personal collection. A rating of 4 will suggest that it's certainly an interesting book worth investing your time into. And I think my readers are intelligent enough to work out the meanings of the intervening ratings 2 & 3 .

I will christen these ratings as Solitary Meanderer's Book Rating or SMBR.

With this I am going to give SMBR to the last five books I read.

Blink - SMBR: 4
Author: Malcolm Gladwell
Category: Non-fiction

Fooled By Randomness - SMBR: 5
Author: Nassim Nicholas Taleb
Category: Non-fiction

Understanding Power - SMBR: 4.5
Author: Noam Chomsky
Category: Non-fiction (you can read its review here)

Light In August - SMBR: 3
Author: William Faulkner
Category: Fiction (you can read its review here)

Living To Tell The Tale - SMBR: 5
Author: Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Category: Non-fiction (you can read its review here)

SM's Note: All the ratings are reflective of my personal opinions.

Au revoir

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Randomness & My 4th Speech

Recently I read a book 'Fooled By Randomness' by Nassim Nicholas Taleb. I found the book to be so interesting and confirming to my own ideology that I decided to use it in my speech. This Tuesday I delivered my 4th speech at the local Toastmasters Club and I have written here the content of the speech verbatim.

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Ladies and Gentlemen! Do you ever feel that you are fooled by randomness? I will make it simple for you. Have you ever thought that your presence in Toastmasters is a matter of pure luck? Had not some friend of yours told you about it, you would not be sitting here. Let’s say you got to know of through the internet. Do not be surprised if I tell you that the odds of having it found on the internet were only 1 in 10 million. Bingo! You still got it right.

Welcome to the world of uncertainty and randomness.

In the beginning I uttered a phrase, “fooled by randomness”, so tonight I will speak about fools and I will speak about randomness.

Let’s play a game now. I will give Rs 1 million to anyone who will play Russian roulette. All you have to do is to put a gun having only one bullet in one of the available six chambers to your head and pull the trigger. Every time you pull the trigger, the chances of your survival are overwhelmingly 83%. Say, you keep winning this game for a long time i.e. until you die, which of course you will if you keep playing this game. Suddenly, you will realize that you have become the envy of everyone around you. You will elicit the praise and admiration of some fatuous journalist who will then go on to describe that how even by the sound of the revolving chamber or the click of the trigger you were able to predict the outcome. When in fact, the reality was that you were plain lucky.

But, reality is far more vicious than Russian roulette. It delivers the fatal bullet rather infrequently, like a gun, which has hundreds or even thousands of chambers instead of only six. After a few dozen tries, you forget about the existence of that fatal bullet, under a false sense of security.

Let’s talk about fools now.

We often hear about rags-to-riches story or about people who have been very successful in their businesses or in their careers. They might be very hard working and diligent but they are lucky fools if they fail to recognize the importance of luck in their success. Now, some biographer will dwell on the life of one such lucky fool and will come out with a glowing account of his incisive mind and remarkable style. Should he stop outperforming the following year, which has a 50% probability, everyone will start laying blame. They will find fault with the relaxation in his work ethics or his dissipated lifestyle. They will find something which he did before when he was successful that he has subsequently stopped doing and attribute his failure to that. When in fact, the truth will be that he simply ran out of luck.

Let’s talk about randomness now.

We are probability blind. We are trained to look into the obvious and ignore what is not obvious. I will illustrate this with the black swan problem. No amount of observations of white swans can allow you to infer that all swans are white. Observation of a single black swan is sufficient to refute that. That is, we read too much into shallow recent history. We tend to make generalized statements like, if something has never happened before it will not happen in the future also. Though in reality, things that have never happened before tend to eventually happen.

It’s not a small world!

We often run into friends and relatives in the most unexpected places and we utter with surprise, it’s a small world! The world is much larger than we think. It’s just that we are not taking into account the odds of having an encounter with one specific person, in a specific place at a specific time. Rather we are only testing for the probability of meeting anyone we have ever met in the past and in any place we will visit during the period concerned. The probability of the latter event is several thousand times the probability of the former.

So, so far if your life has been very good to you and lady fortuna has been smiling on you ever since you were born, do not be flattered that all along you had the right mix of skills and talent that have propelled you this far. Instead give some room to luck or randomness also because you never know when lady fortuna might stop smiling on you and you get thrown off to some obscure island with no hope of ever returning back. But, that is again a matter of probability!

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I completed my speech in 5:05 when I easily could have taken 7:30. Following are the suggestions and comments that I got from the fellow toastmasters:

Wonderful topic selection. You used interesting words and phrases. Good use of examples. The structure of the speech could have been better. You should slow down a bit. Be in the present so that you don’t have to think back/remember the speech.
- Arun Pujari

Flawless but too fast.
- Punita

A very interesting topic. Very good content, well organized. What took away from your speech was your fast pace. Slow down for the audience to absorb what is being said. Don’t be so nervous – practice with someone to get rid of it. Thoroughly enjoyed your speech. Hope to listen to more of your stuff. Work on facial expressions too.
- Divya

A lovely topic well peppered with humor. A little more preparation would have done wonders. I personally enjoy your topic selection. This too was very good.
- Vikram

An interesting topic. Good opening and ending. You delivered your speech randomly, with pauses. You could have avoided memorizing the speech.
- Shouvik

Innovative subject but could have rehearsed more. Humor was the highlight of your speech. Congrats!
- Joseph

Very interesting topic. Your pace was bit fast.
- Anand

Excellent topic selection. Very informative. Could have controlled the speed of your speech. Pauses in between were little too much. Otherwise, a good speech. Overall, very good speech.
- Joy

Excellent language use. Advice – don’t try to deliver a speech by rote. Go for the content and spirit, rather than exact words.

My own observation: I have realised that I speak too fast. And because I speak too fast, I don't get time to think up my speech. I never memorize my speeches but because of the pace I am forced to remember it verbatim. So, I am going to work on the pace of my speech delivery.

Au revoir

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